under-scene

The absolute most painful part of cutting…

sandrazombiekillah:

…is not dragging the blade across my skin. It’s not seeing my old, ugly scars. It’s not the panic before, nor the numbness afterwards.
The most painful part of being a cutter is when a close friend accidentally sees it.
The pain in their eyes. The “What the hell is that?”. The “I thought you had quit”. The “You promised”.
The guilt.